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I am absolutely going to freak out tomorrow if I’m not less than 166 in the morning. It’s been over a week and the scale has not moved.

It’s either going to be a great day or else- watch out world.

Ive fallen off the wagon the last few days. Ok- honestly, the last week ENOUGH. I’ve noticed that when I’m away from tumblr and not looking at thinspo I tend to do worse. I need the photos. I need the quotes. I need to see the successes of others so I can be reminded that I can do it to.

So I’m back on the wagon. Starting now, not tomorrow.

Ive been working hard for 30 days now. Not a half assed working hard either. Like for real working hard. I’m down 14 pounds. I have a saggy butt in some of my big size jeans but I’m not quite ready for the next size down.

I’ve taken measurements and lost some inches, ok let’s be honest, some quarter and some half inches, everywhere except my fat calves. What is the deal. I am so hoping to be able to buy a pair of boots off the rack this winter and not have to shop in the wide calf section. Grrrrr

.4 pounds til I hit 15 lost.i can feel that I’m starting to get anxious. Maybe bored? Must get new recipes and coordinate different workouts.

Thanks for letting me share!

I woke up today and was incredible disappointed that I didn’t lose any weight. Struggling today to maintain a healthy eating attitude.

Wish me luck.

Husband: that’s a cute top
Me: won’t work-I’d look like a hippo
Husband: no. … Maybe a baby hippo

I woke up this morning and immediately did some yoga. I felt good for a bit but have felt lethargic and tired all day. I’m not losing weight even though I’ve been working out everyday and averaging about 700 calories a day. It’s frustrating.

I know I’m expecting a lot of loss quickly and I can understand that it took a lot of time to put it on so I cant expect to take it off quickly but damn.

Time to be accountable. Here are my stats and I’m really embarrassed to post them but …

Height 5’3” ( almost lied and said 5’4” but it’s time to be honest)

HW: 181 (horrific, I know)
CW: 171
GW1: 160
GW2: 145
UGW: 130

Now let’s see if I actually post this.

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Down 9 lbs. that’s good. 1 more and I can wear the shoes I bought for myself. 51 more lbs. to go.
*sigh*